yes, we just got a few months before the wedding.

but, i really really wish, people will quit stressing me about it.  you know i would act if i got control;  but truth be told, part of that control is beyond me. 

my other friends may have had a good control of their own wedpreps or may have had better organizational skills.  but, given the same situation and multitude our event will be, moving things take time, patience, and understanding.

so, please, don’t drive me insane about our wedding plans. it is not just my whole life, you know?

moreover, a marriage and its foundation are better to consider first rather than just the frills of a wedding celebration. so, i’d rather focus on our differences more than attend to nonsensical matters. to begin with, i am not a girly girl who enjoys these extravagance and supposed beautification of a bride. 

speaking of the latter, omg, with the things i am told "i need" to do with myself, i feel sooooooo ugly right now!  am i that of a monster that i need drastic dermatological services?  am i that fat fat that my going to the gym regularly is way not enough and that i should now start starving myself? kaya para consuelo, at the end of the day, i just always say to myself, despite me being just a soap & water, vitamins-taker, regular exerciser, healthy eater, and working for a living girl, at par pa rin naman ako with the average Filipina who actually visits a derma regularly, diets crazily, and has financial support from others pa rin. so, sana naman konti lang talaga dapat kong habulin to be at least pretty on the wedding day.

hay, wouldn’t friends/family be true friends/family when they greet first, "how are you?" rather than, "ano na nangyayari sa planning nyo?"