aside from ticking off professional goals made possible by the legal prefix attached to his name, Kris is also prepared with possibilities (or in his terms, “back-up plans”) should he not do well in the province this May. 

sigh, I feel so professionally stunted…and just thinking of an immediate “back-up plan” should things go wrong for me this March is already painful.  I’m at this point again of whether to think beyond or hope/feel/claim victory as if it’s mine already.  either way, I do not know how. 

off the bat, I feel strongly against continuing with any law-related work should I go the same road again.  It seems absurd to carry on and it’s quite unfair to be doing the same work as those who passed the bar, yet be recognized/remunerated differently.  on another note, whether you admit it or not, people in this country ‘discriminates’ ‘failures.’  where can one get tremendous confidence to face such kind of prejudice?

but when I emerge victorious, dang, get ready world ‘coz I’m gonna conquer you like there’s no tomorrow (get ready for what? hehehe, I dunno actually; as I said I don’t know yet how life is to be victorious J)!