Yup, I’ve just been blabbering the past days in here. I’m actually quite pressured that April is almost over and I still got so many house/personal errands to do (gotta do them quick now and clear my life of unnecessary worries).  Then, I still got a number of pending work to decide on.  Top it with me basically scared to confront what I should really do already; of finally executing my ‘ambitious’ plans; of planning my life and charting my goals again. 

Yes, I think I’ve “moved” on from March 30, 2006 and been living “normally” the past days. But I don’t think I haven’t achieved “healthy acceptance” of what happened…of what has happened in my life the recent years. 

To acceptance! To de-stressing! To being happy again! To actually living! So simple…yet very hard to actually do.