Posted March 26, 2006 |
- Gosh, the week the results of the bar would come out na. I’m soooo friggin’ scared! Been having acidity attacks the past days (despite Nexium, Novaluzid, Kremil-S chewables, Tums tablets — yes, addict na ako). So hard to stay focused on my work assignment (except those that are needed ASAP, siempre). So tired of nightmares already. Heck, even my saltine water rinse (to neutralize my negative aura) and my Bukas Palad albums do not seem to work right now! Katakot pa kasi, yung Taoist temple sa Cebu wasn’t promising when I ‘consulted’ about my bar results. Yes, continuous prayers…hoping for the best…but also preparing for the worst. The latter, people say, might attract negativity. Pero I think it’s better that way eh. Last year, I had the most positive outlook sa bar — “one time lang ‘to!” But then, of all of my friends to whom I said such encouraging words, I was the only one who did not make it. Tapos, 2004 was easy and I felt I passed; while 2005 was way more difficult and I am not confident about my exam booklets at all. In a way, I just don’t wanna know anymore nga eh. I am happy where I am right now. Just working and being a bit sanay living the 1x failure stigma — if I fail again, how the hell can I outlive or move on from a 2x failure stigma? Nakakaiyak and nakakatakot isipin; ngunit maaaring mangyari…
- We celebrated my niece’s birthday yesterday. It was such a hot day that she and her cousin were happy to have been allowed to play by the ground fountain at GB3. At first, they were just wetting their hands. Then, they removed their sandals and let their feet touch the water. Soon after, they rolled their pants up and stomped around the whole fountain area. Yup, both kids went home with very wet clothes and very big smiles on their faces. Priceless!
- Gosh, all of my relatives yesterday were complaining of uric acid lumps by their wrists/arms! Dang, it’s really in the hereditary line of my paternal grandmother side! But still, I’m the youngest who became problematic with so. And I am just half their ages! The future of my health really looks bleak!
- I’ve seen the Kotex commercial of Dennis Trillo several times already and every time I do, I can’t help but be amused at the whole thing and laugh at the portion where Mr. Trillo was singing along a videoke, alone, and with so much pain on his face. Funny and pinag-isipan talaga yung concept ng commercial. Props to Kotex! (Disclaimer: I am not in anyway endorsing this brand…heck, I don’t even use this naps).
- Oh, I almost forgot to report: the white vinegar and baking soda mixture really works in ‘removing’ the smell of pet urine. What’s best is, the mixture discouraged Polo in committing his urinating-offenses. Since I poured said mixture by our gate, Polo stopped peeing there every night! Ang happy!
